kayden and hayden ,

Hello to my two wonderful baby boys. I am so sorry me and daddy havent had a chance to write to you two in awhile. well the beginning of june, we went to tennessee for 3 days. and i couldnt really have fun, because everything i saw or did- it kept reminding me of how great it would be to see you two there doing those things. and i felt so bad going down there and leaving you two up here for that weekend. i am so sorry i will never do that again if you two dont want me to. because i dont ever want to hurt you two ever in my life. i havent felt like myself the past week, and daddy thinks i might be pregant with another baby. i would be so happy if i was, but i want you both to know that even if i am THAT NOTHING WILL CHANGE BETWEEN YOU TWO AND ME. i will always feel the same about the both of you no matter how many brothers or sisters you two will have. no baby will ever replace you two in my heart. you two have a special place in my heart and we always have a special bond that was made the first time i held you two in my arms. you two were the most beautiful babies i have ever seen in my life and i mean that with all my heart. daddy misses you two like crazy and i know he was hurt on fathers day because you two werent here, even though he loved his card and shirt from you two. i just cant wait until we all get to meet again as a family. but i know you two are here with us every day and i know you guys watch over us and everything we do. so you two will know if you guys will be big brothers before me and daddy will. well babies i am going to go for now and i want you two to know that me and daddy got a new computer at our house, so we will be able to write you guys more and i am going to try my hardest to write you two every night like i use to. just remember mommy and daddy will never stop loving you two. we will love you two forever and always,

Love always,

Mommy and Daddy